Confession To Broken Lady (7)

Waking up would stop me, switching back time would stop me.

It would be so much pale in comparison, if I were to tell her my fascination. It seemed to me she took her interest seriously, how could it not? She brought them  along everywhere what got her attention stolen. At least how to make it sound like a refained my preference of readings, ‘is it even just to call it an act of reading? In comparison to her subject of interest? Come to think of it, it quite  got the gist of philosophical wisdom.’ 

We are all born a single soul through the carrier of a mother womb. We will end up leaving this world just the same we initially brought out to the world. “ 

Tighten sadness were hidden, all the pain that came up were hidden.


I think that possibly…

If I didn’t know you I’d rather not know, if I couldn’t have you I’d rather be alone.” 


It is so beautiful the lyrics

Well, as obsessive  and demanding as it may sound to the ordinary ears; or let’s say the actual act of it is rather creepy rather than romantic (by ordinary ears here are not those heartless or not capable of hearing, but those who never experienced the kind of  love to the extreme point of to end up with the certain person; the object of affection, is the only option of choosing, it is out of imagination reach to be with someone else) but from another way of seeing, it shows only purity and clarity, love in its purest and clearest form, it leaves the person no slightest doubt. The person, to have that degree of certainty, a firm cocksurement, must have an imaginary reminder to acknowledge the bid cues by the universe, as it goes in the lyrics, no one understands me quite like you do, through all this shadowy corner of me. It is through the act of mutual understanding, admiration, respect, etc; basically a series of mutuals. It can be found in best friends or it can be a person we just bumped into (I believe in instant chemistry 🙂). The destined one may already be there, and when the realization hits, it is a relief sigh of all of the while it was you.