The Diary of a Late Bloomer (63)

the time has my back, keeping an eye on you

Hear my heart, even in your soul

I still love you just the same

Should the heart had an imaginary bell

It echoed the ‘thump-thumping’ sound in rapid beat

Like it should when it crossed another half

Like it was meant to be coined in tandem the hearts of two

Like it was the working of conspired universe

The pounding is predestined known not the reverse

A moment of instant cocksure, razor-sharp acknowledgement to whom the pounding served its rowdy beats

It got mine heart only mystified

Was it justly justified

To then only leave again untied

To still let the flow of stubborn seconds

Make the two tandem hearts coincide

listen to my heart see my eyes shutting

So let me confess that

When I see you it is in my heart


The Diary of a Late Bloomer (61)


I will catch you if you fall
I’m just gonna love you like the woman I love

To The Woman I Love

Be Worry not your soul is forever in my arms guidance

Be Mourn not your smile mine source of joy

Cry not it guilty me heart

Had it forever to your waiting, be patient still

Keep it beating in a pace steady

Breathing romance if necessary

Be tired not to yet another unrevealed story

My dear, be worry not


The Diary of a Late Bloomer (49)

Cracks of a Broken Heart

It hurts. But I have my future to work on. Not in anyway ready to be involved in anything serious. And I believe so does the soul with its future. This will lead us nowhere. I will be such an annoying nuance. I hope he knows, he will always have me. I’m about to lose something. It cracks my heart. Yet another heart break. But I know I will be okay, maybe by then my soul can be really free. If thing is meant to return to you, it will eventually return. I love you. I love you so so much. It hurts me. But it will hurt me even more to see you more often. My dear God, please make this less painful.